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But here I am once again. And I've been feeling kind of iffy about art. I'm afraid to start drawing again because I'm afraid it'll just fail completely and I'll end up stabbing myself in the eye and throwing away drawing after drawing.... But obviously, I need to overcome that. I'm so out of shape in terms of art though. (and in terms of exercise too -___-) SO RUSTY. I don't even know where to start... But here's some ideas. - Jean Grey. The Phoenix? I have no idea what she's called exactly, but yeah. A drawing that I've owed my friend for ages now, haha... I started it back when I was still in school. But then in the process of moving out,

So. I've been completely unproductive art-wise these days ;________; So far, I've done 3 illustrations for a campus newspaper, but they were all really shitty and rushed, bahh. I'm starting a new drawing right now though (: It's a secret for now, haha. College is college. I should be doing better than I am :< I've been lucky a few times, but yeah. I miss taking photos. And drawing, omg DRAWING. My drawing skills have fuckin deteriorated SO MUCH. It's quite depressing, really :ohnoes: I might upload a few photos randomly here and there. We'll see. I should sleep more. I sleep on average at like ... 3 or 4. 2 at the earliest. And I sle

Actually, I still have a month left before I'm heading up to Santa Barbara and off to college... But still. Oh hi, yes, I'm alive! :0 Summer in China was pretty amazing, albeit humid and super hot. And it was 5 weeks. I got back at the end of July. And my summer hasn't been super eventful in terms of long/far trips aside from that. But day to day going out with friends has been fun (: Oh wait, orientation at UCSB. That was fun too, lol. I love my friends and I'm really going to miss them as we're starting to head off to our separate colleges. pitoli (https://www.deviantart.com/pitoli) is on the plane heading for the east coast (Cornell!) as I'm sitting here typing this.